Sure do. This goes back to something I said in Day 3. I need *shuttering at the sheer thought* to forgive the shitster. It would be the right thing to do, but when I think about all life-shattering hell she has put me through my entire life, it becomes harder and harder to do. Meh...don't even want to think about it. I will forgive....one day...and karma will hunt her down for me. Nope, it's not Christian, but I can live with that. Let's just suffice it to say, when my friend of 22 years went to my fathers' funeral with me, she witnessed *firsthand* how I was treated by the entire family, how I was spoken to, etc. She was in absolute and total shock.
So yeah, forgiveness is one thing....
...it's that whole forgetting part that I really need to work on.
Peace, Love and (eternal sunshine of the spotless mind) Zombies \IiiI